生日快乐...也许你已经忘了我吧可我还很想你。。。我从来没有跟你一起过过你的生日...对不起...之前有人跟我说过一句话“你很幸福，你可以选择爱我或不爱我，可我只可以选择爱你或更爱你”这句话我也很想告诉你...现在的我根本没办法接受下一段感情...我并不怪你...是因为那些问题都是我照成的...我是真得很想你，可不敢找你是因为怕你觉得我在缠着你...让你很困扰...我是真的觉得我活着根本不为了什么，也不知为了什么...闷了也累了现在的生活...


(我很少写blog的...会读华语又认识他的朋友如果不小心让你看到了麻烦你千千万万不要告诉他。。。我不想拿这些东西困扰着他。。。在这里看了就算了。。。谢谢...)

6 april 2010

wo zen me jue de zhe li de nan sheng dou na me kong bu a?hao xiang shang bei zhi qian le ta men de ma?jiang le you jiang zen me ting bu jing a?wo hen tao yan le...wo shuo bu yao jiu bu yao la,gan ma fei yao wo qu bu ke ne...hao hao jiang ni men you bu ting mei ci dou yao dao wo sheng qi le cai gan yuan jing xia lai...hai bu zhi dao zhi ji cuo zai na li...haiz...zai jiang xia qu wo hui bei qi si diao...

Haiz...ni shen me shi hou cai lai bang wo gan na xie bees?wo lei le...wan an...i miss u...

zhe shi wo gei ni de zui hou yi feng xin

ni zhong yu shuo chu kou le...yi hou de lu zhi sheng xia wo yi ge ren le... zhi dao zhe shi wo zao cheng de ke shi mei you ni de ri zhi wo zhen de bu zhi dao gai zen me guo...wo zhi dao ni bu hui zai hui tou le...dui bu qi...zhe liang tian yi zhi fan zhe ni...wo zhi dao shi wo bu dui,shi wo rang ni dui zhe duan gan qing bu zai bao ren he xi wang dui bi qi...wo mei tian de sheng huo ni dou zhi dao...mei tian bu shi zuo gong jiu shi zai jia,wo hai hui you shen me hua ti ne?qian ji tian wo zhen de you hen duo hua xiang gen ni shuo ke shi ni gen peng you yi qi wo jiu mei da rao ni...wo zhi dao wo mei hua ti hui rang ni hen men,dui bu qi...ni yi jin dui wo che di de si xin le ma?lian yi dian dian gan qing dou mei you ma?ni jin tian bu xiang jian wo,da an wo zhi dao le...wo bu hui zai lai da rao ni men le...yong yuan bu hui le...ni shi wo yi sheng zui ai de ren,yi qian shi xian zai shi yi hou hai shi...ni fang xin,wo bu hui da rao ni de...ni yao guo de xin fu o~zai zhe li wo zhi xiang rang ni zhi dao...wo shi zhen de ai ni...mei you le ni wo de ren sheng jiu zhi shen xia yi ge kong he...bu zai you mu biao rang wo qian jin le...ni bu yao jiao wo wei le zhi ji er huo...wo gao shu ni yi qian wo shi jiang...ke shi ai shang le ni wo jiu shi wei le ni er huo de...ni bu yao xiang tai duo...na shi wo zhi yuan de...gen ni zai yi qi de ri zhi you kai xin you nan guo...you duan jiang mei hao de gan qing wo hen man zhu le...shi qu le wo hen yi han...bu guo hai shi xie xie ni gei le wo na me duo...yi qian ye xu shi wo tai tan xin le ba...zhong shi bu man zhu,wan quan mei gu dao ni de gan shou...dui bu qi...zui hou yi ci jiao ni...lao gong wo ai ni...